轮回，只为了你

紫色幽灵

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">缘起</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">一千多年前，我只是一个贫苦的老百姓，一日三餐都成问题。还记得那一天，我在市集上见到了他的第一面，华丽的衣服，高大的身躯，拿着一把扇子，眉宇间散发着一股特别的气息，身后还跟着几个家丁。就这样从我的身边走过，我不知道他当时有没有注意到我，。当时的我，只是一个普通的女孩，既没有惊人的美貌，又没有权赫的家世，能擦身而过，已经是相当的荣幸了，可我却没有死心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我到处打听，后来才知道，他是高高在上的皇太子，我的心凉了。我一点也不甘心，愚蠢的以为，我和他的缘分很深，从那天开始，我天天在和你第一次相遇的地方等你，一天又一天，一月又一月，不知不觉已经过了一年了，他还是没有出现，或许是出现了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">，又和我擦身而过。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp; <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我开始明白了，我和他，也许有的只是擦身而过的的缘分。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我开始不再等了，开始在地里帮父亲干点活了，过着些平平淡淡的生活。有一天，有一位媒婆来到了我家，说是来提亲的，我的父母顿时眉开眼笑，因为媒婆说她是代表钟家来提亲的。钟家，是我们村的首富，有不少的田地，可他的儿子，却是一个弱智，年龄也只有</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">9</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">岁。即使如此，我的父母还是一心想我嫁过去，因为只要我嫁了过去，我家欠钟家的钱就可以一笔勾销了。很快，钟家用来提亲的物品就送到了我家，父母高兴地帮我忙前忙后，家里也被布置的通红。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">那一夜，我趁夜深人静的时候，从家里逃了出来，穿过漆黑的森林，漫无目的地走着，不知走了多久，天开始下起了大雨，好像连天也在为我哭泣。我并没有停下来，不知怎么的，走到了一间尼姑庵，吃力地敲了两下门后，我就晕到了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">也许我睡了很久，也许睡着的我根本不想起来，不想在生存在这个世界上，但后来，我还是醒了。看见了静心法师，布置道是从哪里来的想法，我开口的第一句话居然是：我要出家。静心法师笑了：你</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">的尘心未了，又何言出家呢？我下了床，走到桌子边，那起了剪刀，当着法师的面，剪断了我的头发。乌黑的头发，散落在地上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">静心法师说：情未断，缘未了，何言出家，归依佛门，六根未清净，五情仍还在，心中还有杂念，又何必要出家。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">法师帮我剃了度，我也换上了衣服，和其她尼姑一起念经，一起打坐。不问世事，专心念佛，或许我真的和佛有缘，静心法师把帮信徒解签的工作交给了我，开始帮人解决一些问题，一年后，我的名字已经传遍了整个县，还有不少从远方来找我解签的人，他们都说我解的签很准，可我却从来都没有为自己解过一只签。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">那一天，我第二次见到了他，他还是和当年一样，一样那么的让人不敢靠近，那么的英俊不凡。他在我面前坐了下来，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">刷</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">一声地打开了扇子，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">请师傅为我解一只签</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">，他对着我说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我拿出了签通，放在了他的面前，他合上了扇子，抽出了一只签。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我想问我以后的路。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">他又说。我接过签一看，是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">飞龙在天</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">，上好的签。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">不久后，公子便是人中之王，统一了不少国家，永受世人的赞赏。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">他听了后，很高兴，放下了一锭黄金，就走了，这就是我见他的最后一面。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我活到了五十岁就圆寂了，我见到了佛祖，佛祖为了奖赏我的向佛之心，想要封我为神，而我却拒绝了。我想要的，只是能在来世，何他在一相遇，并让他能永世记住我，佛祖答应了，但唯一的条件就是我要受九世的轮回之苦。只要能和他世世相遇，轮回之苦，又算的了什么。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">
                <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我便走上了奈何桥，喝了孟婆汤。</span>

南昌徐麟

感动ING，爱情的力量能穿越轮回，超越时空~~！

紫色幽灵

&nbsp;<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">有缘相遇，却无缘相识的第二世。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">或许是前世积的福，又或许是上天对我的怜悯，今世的我变成了一个大富人家的女儿，琴棋书画样样精通，又有一副出水芙蓉似的容貌，自然就有不少的名门望族的人来我家提亲，但我都一一拒绝了，因为我知道，我的这一生，都只为了等那个让我甘愿受轮回之苦的人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">---</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">龙。我并没有拥有太多前世的记忆，我只记得，那个人叫龙。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我只知道我要等他的出现，可我不知道他的任何一点事。转眼间，我已经十八岁了，家里的人，不顾我的反对，应把我许给了王爷的儿子，难道我和他，今世有无愿了吗？我开始躲在了房间，不喝水，不进食，也不说话，每天都只做在那里，看着天，想着那个不知是什么样的人。家里的人都慌了，母亲每天以泪洗脸地劝着我，我一点也不听，依然不说一句话，终于，我病到了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在梦里，我见到了他，样子依然是那么的贵气逼人，但我还是没有看到他的样子，只觉得，我还是会和他见面的。我终于醒了，也开始进食，因为我不想再看到父母的憔悴的样子了，我也明白了这桩婚事的严重性了，我答应了，婚事被定在两个星期后举行，这个月来，我第一次见到父母久违的笑容了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在我醒后的一天，我带上我的丫鬟小环，去了观音庙，求了一只签，解签的大师说，我的真名天子已经出现了，我满心欢喜地离开了庙，却在庙门口撞到了一个人，我和他都跌到在了地上，我慢慢地才看清了他，一个衣裳破烂，手里拿着个破碗的乞丐，可能是刚才的那一撞，把他的碗都撞碎了。我让小环给了他一点钱就走了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">没走多远，就听见铜钱掉在地上的声音，我回过头，望了望地上的铜钱，那乞丐就走了过来：不要以为你们有钱的人很了不起，你们可能什么都有，可你们就是没有这世上最宝贵的东西</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">---</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">骨气。说完，就慢慢地消失在我的眼里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我刚进大厅，就看见了许多不认识的人，母亲走了过来，指着前面的那个五十来岁的人说：女儿，那个就是王爷，也就是你未来的公公，那个是王爷的儿子。我的眼神顺着母亲的手向前看，和那位王爷的儿子，也就是我未来的丈夫四目相对，我呆了在那里，那王爷的儿子给我第一眼的感觉和龙好像，那种气质，整个人散发出来的气味，简直一模一样，难道他就是，不，他一定是龙的第二世。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我风风光光地嫁到了王爷府，想着和丈夫以后快乐的生活。在外面，我总是打扮的一脸幸福的样子，可又有谁会知道我背后的辛酸。我的丈夫在跟我成亲一个月后，就开始纳妾，我的心都碎，我不知道是因为我以为他是龙的转世，还是因为他自己，我都无可救药地爱上他了，可他却一而再，再而三地纳妾。终于，我在他又纳妾的那个晚上，我用一条白凌结束了我的生命。到我死的那一刻，他一共纳了十二个妾。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">到了地府，我才知道，原来我的丈夫不是龙的转世，为了龙，我在地府大吵大闹，阴差们把我绑到了阎罗王面前，我大声地质问他，为什么不让我见到龙，连佛祖都答应了的事，他都敢抗旨。阎罗王却说我已经见过了龙，还和他说过话，我站在那里，一直想也想不到那个是龙的第二世。阎罗王见我一点头绪都没有，就打开了玄光镜，里面的景象就是我和那个乞丐的对话，难道那个就是龙？阎罗王点了点头。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我和龙的两世缘分，就只是够说上一句话，连对方是谁也不知道的程度，要等到什么时候，我才可以和龙相爱，第五世？还是第十世？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我无精打采地踏上了奈何桥，我不知道，我的下一世，会是什么，更不知道，和龙又会发生什么事，难道我又会和他无缘吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">有缘无分，何时再相遇</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第三世</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">" <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">奈何桥上的孟婆汤，我依旧没喝，孟婆也不再勉强我了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">离开奈何桥的那一刻，孟婆对我说：来世的你，和他的缘分，不再浅薄。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我笑了，也许吧，自己一个人，走上了通往阳间的路。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">当我又一次来到这世上时，我笑了，我的身份，不在是前世那个高贵的千金大小姐了，而是个，没人要的孤儿，我愚蠢的以为，这样的身份，要比前世好，和他的距离，也应该越来越近。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">生活的艰苦，要比我想象中的难上几千倍。寒冷的冬天，又来了。已经几天没吃</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">东西的我，又饿又冷，就连手脚都在不停的哆嗦着，终于，我倒在了地上</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">. <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那年，我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">6</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">岁了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">醒来的时候，是在一个很漂亮的房间里，身上已不是那破烂的衣服了，头发也不再是脏兮兮的了，我的身边，坐着一个端庄的女子，和一个看上去年纪和我差不了多少的小男孩，看到我的醒来，那女子和男孩都笑了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那女子，是这房子的女主人，而男孩，是她宝贝的儿子，也是这里的大少爷，他的名字，叫枫。而我，是男孩在路上遇到，看着可怜，而带回来的。女主人似乎知道我无去可去，把我留了下来，让我做大少爷的丫鬟，起名，小雪。那一刻，我的眼眶忽然湿了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/>11</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">年过去了，我在枫身边，已经做了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">11</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">年的丫鬟了，我没有任何的抱怨，这里的人，对我都很好，女主人还帮我物色对象，但都被我拒绝了，我清楚地记得，我今生，生存的目的。名义上，我是枫的丫鬟，可是事实上，我和枫，是那无话不谈的朋友，除了我的前世。有时，我还会偷偷地想，如果没有他的存在，我和枫，会不会就有可能。但这个想法</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">很快就消失了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那一天，枫喝醉了回来，我没敢惊动主人，一个人，把枫，扶回了卧室，躺在床上的枫，嘴里一直重复着一个名字</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">若缘</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">",</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我知道，那是枫最爱的女子，他对我提起过。我洗了帕子，走到床前，准备为枫，擦擦脸时，我震惊了，帕子从我的手里，滑落到地上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这时，我才发现，仔细观察之下</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">枫眉宇间的气息，和一千多年前的他，简直一模一样，回想起来，枫打扇的动作，也很像他，这都是我以前，没有注意到的，难道枫，就是他的转世？就是那我苦苦追寻的人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">?</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我的眼泪，再一次流了出来，滴到了床上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第二天醒来的时候，已是中午了，我伸了伸懒腰，站了起来，才发现，这是枫的房间，环视一周，却不见枫的踪影，我正着急是，房门开了，枫走了进来，手上多了一瓶酒，和两个杯子，枫示意我坐了下来，倒了杯酒，放在了我面前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">枫喝了一大口酒后，看着我说：小雪，你知道吗？不久，我就要成亲了，新娘是个千金小姐，听说长的很好，也很温柔，可我，却一点也不想跟她成亲，我的脑海里，想的只有一个人，若缘，你肯定以为，我和她，有过什么深刻的记忆，那你就错了，她，只是我在梦里，常常见到的一个女子，但我知道，她为了我，承受着轮回的苦，前世的我，辜负了她，今世，我不能一错再错了，你信吗？当我第一眼看到你的时候，就觉得你和她很像，可你，还是不是她。今生的我，又要</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">再辜负多她一次吗？还要让她，再承受着轮回的痛苦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我哭了，故事再也听不下去了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我多想跟他说</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我就是她</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">就是那个你一直想找的人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我要找的人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">也正是你啊</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从一千年多前</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第一次见到你开始</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我就注定忘不了你啦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">可是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我什么都没说</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">而是选择</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">离开</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在大街上，我发了疯似的奔跑着，眼泪也随着身体飞舞着。一架飞驰着的马车，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">和我，迎面相撞了，我倒在了地上，已经没有力气，再爬起来了，身边，也不可能再有那个救我的小男孩了。看着依然蔚蓝的天空，眼泪，一点一滴的，从眼眶里，流了出来，脸上的笑容，也渐渐消失了，最后，我无力地闭上了眼睛，停止了呼吸。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/>&nbsp; <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">马朝着天，长嘶了一声，在我的身旁，跪下了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我已经无力，再为自己，争取什么。那熟悉的奈何桥，那熟悉的孟婆，又一次，出现在我的面前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我要成为你最牵挂的那个女子</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第四世</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从刚开始的皇太子，到龙，到现在的枫，我已经走过了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">3</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">辈子的时光了，他的下一世，会是谁，我不敢再想。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">再一次睁开眼睛，再一次来到这个世界，或许，这个世界已经不再欢迎我了吧，今晚的天空，雨下得出奇的大。房间的里，看到的只有女人，美丽而妖艳的女人，和那不知道是否出自内心的笑</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从小，我就生活在这里，白天冷清，晚上热闹的地方。灯红酒绿，人来人往，每个被我唤作姨妈的人，都打扮的妖艳，站在楼台上，窗口边，招揽她们的客人，我知道，这就是红尘女子的生活，我住的这个地方，就是女人的最恨，男人的最爱</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">------</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">妓院。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我的母亲，曾是这里最红的花旦，但由于爱情，她放弃了美好的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">前程</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">",</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">和我的父亲</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">创造了我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">但最后</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">父亲还是回去了他那富裕的家</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">抛弃了母亲</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">而母亲</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">却从未后悔过。知道这一切的我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">并没有埋怨谁</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">因为在那爱情的世界里</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">没有错与对的存在</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">包括我自己，也一直在重复着那不知是对还是错的事。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">明月当空</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">对着月光</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我弹起了那首最喜欢的曲子</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">手下的古筝</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">已陪伴我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">12</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">年了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">6</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">岁见到它第一眼开始</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我就爱上了这个琴</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">不曾改变。过了今天</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我就</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">18</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">了，就到了那个被预为最美丽的年龄了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">, <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这妓院的老板，那个被我唤作是大姨的人，是母亲的好姐妹，她很年轻漂亮，也很疼我，我每年的生日</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">都是她</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">大张旗鼓地为我准备的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那熟悉的日光，又出现了，今天的我，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">18</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">了。一大早，姨妈们都赶了过来，为我打扮，把她们那看家的化装本领，都使在了我身上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个时辰过去了。姨妈们才心满意足地停手了，看着我打扮后的样子，身边的人，一个个都吓呆了，包括那最疼我的大姨。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我不敢相信地走到镜前，俯身一看，那一刻，几乎连我自己也要停止呼吸了，镜中的人，是我吗？乌黑的头发，白皙的肌肤，水灵灵的双眼，和那小小的红唇，我几乎不敢相信，镜中的那人就是我，我竟会是那个美的让人不敢呼吸的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">房间内一片寂静，所有的人，都陶醉在我的美貌中，一直呆在一旁的母亲，却突然开口了：我早就知道，会是这个样子，生你的那天，天空下的那场雨，还有那主持的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">...</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">。母亲还没说完，就被大姨给拉开了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">夜色很快就黑了，妓院里也变得热闹了，人越来越多了。他们的到来，为的只是看一眼，这个全城最大最有名的妓院的老妈，口中的所谓绝世美女，会是什么样子。但能进的来的，都是那有名有利的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在姨妈们的陪伴下，我蒙着面纱，出场了，在那最心爱的古筝面前，坐下了，细细地弹着那熟悉的曲子。一边弹，我一边看着周围的人，看着每个人都惊呆了的样子，我笑了，或许是面纱太薄了，遮不住我的笑面，还是因为我那出色的琴艺，只见周围的人，都笑着为我鼓掌。只有他，那坐在最高处的人，脸上找不到一丝笑容，和那对我样貌的痴迷，只是静静地坐着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我的手停止了演奏，琴声也随即消失了，那最高处没有笑容的人，引起了我的好奇心，我把大姨拉到一边，说了我的决定，我要认识他，我要征服他，我要做那个让他笑的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">离开了那吵闹的楼台，慢慢地，一步步走向那决定我以后命运的地方，我的脚，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">开始哆嗦了，在我的记忆里，这是我第一次，感到心慌。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">门开了，他果然在里面，那一身白白的丝绸，和那梳的整齐的头发，随身都善发出一种特别的气质，让人看不清，猜不透。可他的眼神，始终都没落在我的身上，我走了进去，在那</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">众目睽睽</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">之下，关上了大门。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">从开门，到我坐下的那一刻，他都没正眼瞧过我，只是一直，摆弄着茶桌上的围棋，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">要不，我跟你赌一盘棋，要是你输了，就答应我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">3</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个要求</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我突然开口了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">他惊奇似地抬头看了看我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">嘴角上露出了一丝笑容</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">好啊</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">你输了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">你就得答应我的要求</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">",</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那是他</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">对我说的第一句话。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">棋盘上的棋子越来越多了，还好，母亲从小就教我琴棋书画，虽算不上什么高手，但也不差。在他面前，我一直保持自己幽雅端庄的态度，安安静静地下棋，和他之间，连话都没多说一句，就这样，走完了一盘棋，上天保佑，我赢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那一夜，他履行了我的第一个要求，让我从女孩，蜕变成了女人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">第二天，看着空荡荡的房间，我的眼泪，从眼角流了出来，不是喜及而泣，而是那种，突如其来莫名其妙的伤感，大姨走了进来，脸上展露出少有的灿烂的笑容</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">暄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">你的好日子来了，成公子很喜欢你，这可是千载难逢的机会啊</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">",</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我无奈地笑了下</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">走出了房门。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在大街上，我漫无目的地走着，街上的人，只有我，似乎是不属于这个世界的，我也不知道走了多久，走到了一条小巷前，有点觉悟的我，转过身去，果然，我的身后，站着</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个看上去，极为讨厌的男子，正一步步笑着向我走来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">又是我的样貌惹的祸了吧，我不禁在想。此时的我，无路可退了，或许说是，我根本就不想退，我似乎在期待什么。一直一直，我都站在原地不动，依然用着那没气息似的眼神，看着那离我越来越近的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/>"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">小姐，怎么你都不害怕啊，是不是你早已看上我们两兄弟啦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">其中一个人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">把他那肮脏的脸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">靠近了我身上</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">拉起了我的手</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">笑着对我说。我依然没有任何的反抗，依然没有表情地站着，任他们摆布。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">正当那</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">人把我拉到墙角时，我听到了那个熟悉的声音，那个我听一次，就一辈子都望不了的声音，他果然出现了。此时的他，依然风度蹁翩，那</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个人看到他，马上吓到脚软了，因为他的身份，是这个城镇里，有名的黑道公子，能文能武，生性冷淡，而且杀人不眨眼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">刷</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">"</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">的一声</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那把黑扇又在他面前打开了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我知道</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我面前的这两个人</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">离死也不远了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这是他的惯性</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">用黑扇杀人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">很快，那</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">个人就倒下了，他也收起了他那可怕的黑扇子，他没有理我，转身站在巷子的出口。我站了起来，拍了拍身上的灰尘，走出了巷子，可他却叫住了我，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">为什么要这样做？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">，我愣住了，他见我没有任何反应又接着说</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">按你的聪明和那些人的教导，你没不可能知道，这里是最危险的地方，为什么要来？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">” <br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我笑了，无可奈何地笑了，转过身去，说出了那连我自己也不相信我能说出的话，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">是，我是有意要来这里的，有意让那些人，看到我的样子的，有意在这种情况下，让你救了我的，所有的东西，都是我一早策划好的，这个答案，你满意吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">，我似乎不知道，我是在什么情况下，说出这种话的，我转过身，努力让那脆弱的泪水不再轻易流下，可我，做不到。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">
                        <br/><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">移动着我那沉重的脚步，带着泪水，消失在道路的尽头。</span></p>

tiaishi

怎么没有了&nbsp; ?

紫ず言

真感人啊~~~~

琉璃世界

楼主不要挖坑啊 继续上传啊

紫色幽灵

足足3天了，我滴米未食，连水，我也没多喝，静静地坐在床边，沉思着，似乎在等待着什么，是等待着他的到来，还是等待着他的原谅，就连我自己也不知道，只是一味的绝食，一味的等着。 <br/>&nbsp; <br/>&nbsp;我挨在了床边，望着窗外的朦胧夜色，忽然，看到了他的到来，从窗口进来，坐在了窗台上，拿着酒，而且，看样子，之前应该也喝了不少了，我扶着床，艰难地站了起来，拖着那就快倒的身体，来到门前，打开了一点门缝，叫了门外的小二，拿了一壶酒。 <br/><br/>&nbsp;这是我第4次看见他了，跟以前的他，真的很不同，现在的他，是那么的无助，那么的孤独，我坐在了他的身边,"我陪你喝",说完,拿着手中的酒,大饮了一口。 <br/>&nbsp;他抬头，看了我一眼，就抢走了我手中的酒瓶，"3天都没吃饭了，还学人家喝酒，很伤胃的" <br/>&nbsp;那一刻,我的心真的很甜,感觉到他的言语中,对我,似乎有那么一点的在乎,有那么一点的关，脑海里却浮现了大姨对我的教导,"男人,是一种毒药,吃多了,伤身也伤心.",虽然我知道我眼前的这个人,和别的男人不同,可我,还是没办法对他敞开心胸,而且,我的脑海里,好象还存在着一个使命,一个寻找人的使命,但我,实在回想不起,我要找的那个人,是谁。 <br/>&nbsp; <br/>&nbsp;我跳下了窗台，走到衣柜里，拿出了那把红色的剪刀，在他面前，把刀尖，放在了我的脖子上，"就算我要死,你也管不着." <br/>&nbsp;他没有出声,只是浅浅地看了我一眼,然后,跳出了窗台,我了松手,剪刀掉在了地上,无力地跌做在椅子上,整个人,趴在了桌上,此时此刻的我,真的一点力气也没有了,但我在他面前,还是装做一副很要强的样子. <br/>&nbsp;没过多久,他又回来了,依然是从窗口进来的,但他的手上,不再是酒杯了,而是一个两个的纸袋,我没有理他,依然爬在桌上,只是,我的眼神,从未离开过他的身上。 <br/>&nbsp;"起来,吃点东西."他坐在了我的身边,把那些纸袋都打开了,里面的食物散发出热气和香味,我坐直了身子,看着他,笑了,"你,该不会喜欢上我了吧" <br/>&nbsp;正在吃东西的他,也停住了,浅浅的一笑,"到你喜欢上我的那一天,我会喜欢你的",继续夹了一块食物,放入了口中. <br/><br/>&nbsp;"我的第二个愿望,我要呆在你身边",我毫不保留地对他,说出了我的想法 <br/>&nbsp;他没有回答,只是抬起了头,看着我

千帆過盡

哇哦~酷耶！

悬崖边沏茶

<p>终于看见不悲、的了｀｀｀｀</p>

堕落之炎

爱...生生世世......