<font face="宋体"><span style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">传说人逝世后去冥城时要经过奈何桥,桥头有一孟婆无偿给过往的新鬼们提供美味的汤,我也不知我的前世是否喝过孟婆汤?今生我虽生在巴蜀,但从幼小时就经常做同一个梦:在江南一个山青如黛水碧如翠的小山坳里有我的家,青瓦白墙、菱格小窗、竹篱花畦、松挺竹秀。曾将梦讲给妈妈和姐姐们听,她们都笑我白天乱看书、夜来才会胡作梦。我只将梦深藏心底,但这梦还是常常把我引到江南那简朴的瓦舍。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/><br/></span><span style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">十年前去杭州去差,一个深秋的下午,我一人经六和塔步行去九溪,踏着铺满小径的落叶进入了一个幽静的山坳,这山、这树、这水、这路是曾相识,我心恍愡,神迷离,怀着一絲探究和好奇往小径深处走去。转过一座长满乔木的小山岗,我痴了!呆了!以前的梦境真实的呈现在眼前:几小块收割完的稻田里还留下金黄的草垛,几只白羽的鹅顶着红冠悠闲的在稻茬間觅食,石板小径通往一栋竹篱环绕,青瓦白墻,菱格木窗的平房,房后是葱笼的竹林。我情不自禁的向这房走去。踏过流水淙淙的石板桥来到竹篱边,几丛或黄或白的小野菊摇曳着好像在招喚我,我双眼模糊了,几滴清泪洒落在脚下的枯草中,我用颤抖的双手轻抚着竹篱,泪眼向篱内贪婪的巡看:那小小的房、小小的窗、小小的花畦,小小的门。门!是木门,但门上挂着一把大铁锁,锁住了我的脚步,锁住了我的探访,锁住了我的好奇,锁住了我的想往。我不敢孟浪的推篱进院,只好在篱边的枯草丛中坐下,解开系在颈上的花綵巾,因它的色彩太斑爛,怕破坏了这朴素淡雅的和谐。这屋里住的什么人?我又是谁?冥冥之中谁指引我在几千里外的江南寻到这里?是鬼?是神?还是我的心灵?还是第六感觉?我心更恍愡了,神智也更迷离了……。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/><br/><span style="COLOR: #524520;"></span></span><span style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">痴痴的不知坐了多久,直到黄昏的山风浸着水汽将我吹的冰冷,我慢慢抬起双眼,夕阳的余輝映红了对面的山头,山岚如带撩绕在林間竹梢,溪水的叮咚声让这一切更幽、更静。我怀着淡淡的忧伤和无限惆怅踏上归程,转过小山岗的时候,我佇足回首向我梦中的家园深情凝望。将手中的絲巾系在路边的一棵小树上,让它替我多停留一些时日吧!别了,我的牵挂我的梦!!!耳边隐约传来六和禅院的钟声,是那么悠远,像我的梦……。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/><br/></span><span style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">几天前无意中闯入一占卦网站,我饶有兴趣的测了我的前世,结果让我呆了!我的前世是一江南流浪琴师!!!这是巧合?是机缘?还是真有幽司鬼神?我是不信迷信的,但这一切一切又让我百思不得其解。故作了《宿命》这首诗。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/><br/><span style="COLOR: #524520;"></span></span><span style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">现在我更淡然了,并不是信什么“举头三尺有神明”,而是要守住做人的根本和心的宁静、梦的宁静</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: #524520; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">..........</span></font>
[此贴子已经被作者于2006-7-4 10:15:13编辑过]
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